Thursday, January 8, 2009

After Christmas ....


Hi everybody
Sorry for been absent...The last week December 2008 ...I got sick.
First of all , I finished my Certificate 3 - Spoken and Written English at Central TAFE . It is similar to Y10 .
I have decided continue my studies and I had enrolled to do Desktop Publishing at Central TAFE .Unfortunately , I coudn`t sit for the tests because I was in the hospital. I got gallbladder stones.
They couldn`t postpone and I don`t know what to do this year =(. I was upset
But I get some ideas hehehe.I need move on.
The things We lose lose have a way of coming back to us in the end , if not always in the ways we expect. These are my toughts.
"To everything there is a season and a time to every purpose under heaven" Eclesiastes 3:1

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Praise


I could Sing of your Love Forever


Over the mountains and the sea,

Your river runs with love for me,

and I will open up my heart

and let the Healer set me free

I`m happy to be in the truth,

and I will daily lift my hands:

for I will always sing of when

Your love came down [ Yeah ]


I could sing Your love forever

I could sing Your love forever

I could sing Your love forever

I could sing Your love forever

Oh, I feel like dancing

It is foolishiness I know

but , when the world seen the light,

they will dance with joy,

like we`re dancing now.

I first learned in Portuguese and this morning have sang in English and my favourite part is "I could sing forever" or for me I could sing in many languages Portuguese, Japanese, Chinese and Spanish . Isn`t it amazing ?


Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Why my friend?


Hi there

yeah...yeah... Today is not my best day . I `m alone and I started cleanning my house and some bad memories came up.

Last Monday, I thought It was going to be another ordinary day I was going to my English class when I crossed Perth station I saw a friend .hmm... I waved my hands and she crossed by me and She act like she didn`t see me. That was weird = P

I felt rejected and I thought ..What was wrong with me? and I dont need this kind friend. She is too picky.I started thinking about her.Does she thinks she is better than me?.She is selfifsh and I am Mrs Nothing and in my heart I wanted she blow up and I had a terrible day.

negative ..negative ..negative feelings. This shows everybody I am not perfect and sometimes I make mistakes.

One of my mistakes is to being too friendly to anybody. TOO MUCH FRIENDLY ...It is not good.

I can`t be too friendly . Do you know why ? People will start think. She wants something from me.

People are afraid receiving love and gifts . They are afraid to receive something because they must return back .

When I was in Brazil I used to donor blood once a year, one day the nurse asked me , Who is the person you are donating? I needed to fill in the form. When I said nobody she looked at me and told me few people comes there to donate blood for nobody but She was very happy and asked me if possible I could donate plasma and I said Yes.

I gave my blood to someone , I didnt know who, but I was happy to do good to someone I didn`t know.

When I give myself so much to a friend and I never have a feedback. I fell sad.

I think the best is help somebody I don`t know who and I will not be hurt, because I expect nothing from them.

In the past ,I was very proud and sucessfull business woman , people came to me because I had power or in other words I had money and every one want to bec ame my friend.

When you decide to became a housewife or an unemployed woman you dont have money or friends. Only family ties.

Why I need to beg for your friendship?
I have lots of love surrounding me now and I have God who loves me so much and give me so much and He never asked I need to return back his blessings and in my heart I want to sing , sing and sing and I know no one is perfect only God.


Sunday, September 7, 2008

Father's day



Hi everybody =D
September 7 .Today is Father`s day here in Australia...The funny thing is in Brazil Father day`s is second Sunday of August , in Japan is second Sunday of June . My husband demand three Father`s day celebration. It is amazing !!! But for me Mother`s day is the same day around the world. I think the reason is that it is more important and unified .



You are a Wonderful Husband

You are my partner in Love, my dearest companion

My soul`s my truest mate through this jorney of life

You are my haven when the day is long

my shelter when times are hard

My support when I am challenged.

And my very best friend on this earth ...

Yours is the face I want to grow old with

And yours in the hand

I want to hold at the end of the each day for the rest of my life.

Lots of Love and HAPPY FATHER`s Day again.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

dream


Have you ever dreams and when you get you into them , You can`t tell the difference between what is real and what is a dream?

It happens to me a lot . One day I dreamed , I was catching the bus and when I was paying the fare was different and more expensive than usual .Well ,I paid and I woke up , took shower , brushed my teeth , did my make up ...my usual morning routine .
I took the bus and everything was as usual. When Iwas about to pay the bus driver asked why I was paying more ? I said " I known the fare has increased " and I couldn`t explain to him How I know :p and He returned the money in excess.

The weirdest one was when I woke up singing and dancing ...That was weird ..I believed I was a ballerina and I was executing a beautiful perfomance....or sometimes I fell like I have had a conversation with someone when in reality , it was all my dream .

Sometimes my dreams are so ridiculous and weird but still I fell like It is really happening. Two weeks ago I visited The Cavensham Park ( there are Koalas and Kangaroos and you can feed them ) and that night in my dreams there were Kangaroo was preparing the dinner and a Koala was cleaning my toilet...
I have discovered sometimes I confuse myself hahahaha =D
[] hugs





Friday, July 25, 2008

101 things about me






1. I am a mother.
2.I am a selfish person.I don`t share my husband , neither my daughter.
3.I have got a scar on my right hand , When I was preparing a birthday cake.
4. I have 6 sisters and 3 brothers.
5. I was born in March.
6. I love to eat spicy food.
7. I have been to Disneyland two times.
8. I haven`t owned any a mobile phone for the last 5 years.
9. I type slowly.
10. I apreciate polite people.
11. I can speak to 3 people at the same time.
12. I have more than thirty scarves.
13. I have more than fifteen hats.
14. I like drawing.
15. I like to learn piano.
16. I have used he same perfume for ten years.
17. I have an ulcer.
18. I have fifteen copies of Japanese fashion Magazine "Very"
19. I enjoy walking.
20. I live ten minutes from the beach.
21. I know how to prepare a good meal.
22. Day of my birthday.
23. I talk with my flowers every day.
24. I have a huge DVD collection. Sorry, I don`t lend.
25. I like to play hide and seek.
26. I like to play UNO.
27. I make a wonderful cheesecake without cheese.
28. Every day I always cook better than the previous day.
29. I read the book " Five Love Language"
30. I always lose when I playing games.
31. During the Summer, I always wake-up at 5:30 am.
32. During the Autumn, Spring and Winter . I always wake up at 6:30am.
33. I am afraid of snakes, lizzards and alligators.
34. When I was 5 years old ,I lived in the middle of the Amazon Rainforest.
35. I am allergic to metal .
36.I have all this Smallville DVDs.
37. I love eating regular Rucula and Spinach an dry tomato salad
38. I love to eat nachos.
39. I can make 100 dumplings non stop.
40. I like gardening.
41. I have studied Law.
42. I enjoy sewing, knitting everything_ that use neddles.
43. I wish my husband could remember our anniversary.
44. I have in my garden shallots, parsley, green paprica, cumcumber, red pepper, dill. thime, and differents kind the flowers.
45. My favorite flower the Daisie.
46. I love reading cooking books.
47. I love my husband
48. I love my daughter.
49. I love watching Chinese soap opera.
50. I love eating tapioca pacankes.
51. I like putting on make up.
52. I like eating bread with salami.
53. I like Helmanns . The Real Mayonnese.
54. I am not confortable using stairs and ladders.
55. I afraid to trip when I am running.
56. I am afraid of heights.
57. I love shopping.
58. I love eletronic gadgets.
59. I have acne =(
60. I am an imaginative person.
61. I am not a pick woman.
62. I love travelling.
63. I am an thoghtfull girl.
64. I like meet new people.
65. I am an easygoing person.
66. I am an optimistic person.
67. I cry when someone call stupid.
68. I like wearing dress.
69. I often remember my dreams.
70. I have few good friends.
71. I would like to have a large house.
72. I have good parents in law.
73. I am an enthusiatic person.
74. I speak when I an asllep.
75. I like folding papers.
76. I prefer tea.
77. I love to take photos.
78. I have a lot Japanese dishes.
79. I like sticking notes around the house.
80. I have friends around the world.
81. I have Kotatsu - Japanese eletrical Heat Table
82. I like watching movies.
83.I read the Bible.
84. I wish I could have a Doll House
85. I would like to join a Choir.
86. I hope my daughter studies more Math.
87. When I was 15 years old I wanted to play Bass.
88. I don`t like eat Sour food.
89. I used to have long hair.
90. I used to attend a Japanese Cooking Class.
91. I like the collour Orange .
92. I have had 5 maltese and 1 Chow-Chow dog.
93. My sister is a lawyer.
94. I unable to decide quickly. I don`t know what choice to make.
95. I love singing everywhere.
96. I love myself
97. I don`t undestand financial stuffs.
98. I like holidays.
99. I am beautifull ( laughing out loud)
100. I know a woman aged who is 100 years old
101. I love pandas.






Sunday, July 20, 2008

Maru`s name


What does Maru mean ?


Everyone has their nicknames that were somehow derived from either special event or joke , but for me when I was in Japan everyone struggled saying my name . MA. RU. GA .RE. TO .They said slowly and weird, specially the old people couldn`t memorize my name !!! Then I tried to shortten my name to Maru. It is like magic!! it was much easier ...Actually, In Japanese "Maru" is a word that means "circle" and I love it...