Sunday, September 21, 2008

Praise


I could Sing of your Love Forever


Over the mountains and the sea,

Your river runs with love for me,

and I will open up my heart

and let the Healer set me free

I`m happy to be in the truth,

and I will daily lift my hands:

for I will always sing of when

Your love came down [ Yeah ]


I could sing Your love forever

I could sing Your love forever

I could sing Your love forever

I could sing Your love forever

Oh, I feel like dancing

It is foolishiness I know

but , when the world seen the light,

they will dance with joy,

like we`re dancing now.

I first learned in Portuguese and this morning have sang in English and my favourite part is "I could sing forever" or for me I could sing in many languages Portuguese, Japanese, Chinese and Spanish . Isn`t it amazing ?


Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Why my friend?


Hi there

yeah...yeah... Today is not my best day . I `m alone and I started cleanning my house and some bad memories came up.

Last Monday, I thought It was going to be another ordinary day I was going to my English class when I crossed Perth station I saw a friend .hmm... I waved my hands and she crossed by me and She act like she didn`t see me. That was weird = P

I felt rejected and I thought ..What was wrong with me? and I dont need this kind friend. She is too picky.I started thinking about her.Does she thinks she is better than me?.She is selfifsh and I am Mrs Nothing and in my heart I wanted she blow up and I had a terrible day.

negative ..negative ..negative feelings. This shows everybody I am not perfect and sometimes I make mistakes.

One of my mistakes is to being too friendly to anybody. TOO MUCH FRIENDLY ...It is not good.

I can`t be too friendly . Do you know why ? People will start think. She wants something from me.

People are afraid receiving love and gifts . They are afraid to receive something because they must return back .

When I was in Brazil I used to donor blood once a year, one day the nurse asked me , Who is the person you are donating? I needed to fill in the form. When I said nobody she looked at me and told me few people comes there to donate blood for nobody but She was very happy and asked me if possible I could donate plasma and I said Yes.

I gave my blood to someone , I didnt know who, but I was happy to do good to someone I didn`t know.

When I give myself so much to a friend and I never have a feedback. I fell sad.

I think the best is help somebody I don`t know who and I will not be hurt, because I expect nothing from them.

In the past ,I was very proud and sucessfull business woman , people came to me because I had power or in other words I had money and every one want to bec ame my friend.

When you decide to became a housewife or an unemployed woman you dont have money or friends. Only family ties.

Why I need to beg for your friendship?
I have lots of love surrounding me now and I have God who loves me so much and give me so much and He never asked I need to return back his blessings and in my heart I want to sing , sing and sing and I know no one is perfect only God.


Sunday, September 7, 2008

Father's day



Hi everybody =D
September 7 .Today is Father`s day here in Australia...The funny thing is in Brazil Father day`s is second Sunday of August , in Japan is second Sunday of June . My husband demand three Father`s day celebration. It is amazing !!! But for me Mother`s day is the same day around the world. I think the reason is that it is more important and unified .



You are a Wonderful Husband

You are my partner in Love, my dearest companion

My soul`s my truest mate through this jorney of life

You are my haven when the day is long

my shelter when times are hard

My support when I am challenged.

And my very best friend on this earth ...

Yours is the face I want to grow old with

And yours in the hand

I want to hold at the end of the each day for the rest of my life.

Lots of Love and HAPPY FATHER`s Day again.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

dream


Have you ever dreams and when you get you into them , You can`t tell the difference between what is real and what is a dream?

It happens to me a lot . One day I dreamed , I was catching the bus and when I was paying the fare was different and more expensive than usual .Well ,I paid and I woke up , took shower , brushed my teeth , did my make up ...my usual morning routine .
I took the bus and everything was as usual. When Iwas about to pay the bus driver asked why I was paying more ? I said " I known the fare has increased " and I couldn`t explain to him How I know :p and He returned the money in excess.

The weirdest one was when I woke up singing and dancing ...That was weird ..I believed I was a ballerina and I was executing a beautiful perfomance....or sometimes I fell like I have had a conversation with someone when in reality , it was all my dream .

Sometimes my dreams are so ridiculous and weird but still I fell like It is really happening. Two weeks ago I visited The Cavensham Park ( there are Koalas and Kangaroos and you can feed them ) and that night in my dreams there were Kangaroo was preparing the dinner and a Koala was cleaning my toilet...
I have discovered sometimes I confuse myself hahahaha =D
[] hugs





Friday, July 25, 2008

101 things about me






1. I am a mother.
2.I am a selfish person.I don`t share my husband , neither my daughter.
3.I have got a scar on my right hand , When I was preparing a birthday cake.
4. I have 6 sisters and 3 brothers.
5. I was born in March.
6. I love to eat spicy food.
7. I have been to Disneyland two times.
8. I haven`t owned any a mobile phone for the last 5 years.
9. I type slowly.
10. I apreciate polite people.
11. I can speak to 3 people at the same time.
12. I have more than thirty scarves.
13. I have more than fifteen hats.
14. I like drawing.
15. I like to learn piano.
16. I have used he same perfume for ten years.
17. I have an ulcer.
18. I have fifteen copies of Japanese fashion Magazine "Very"
19. I enjoy walking.
20. I live ten minutes from the beach.
21. I know how to prepare a good meal.
22. Day of my birthday.
23. I talk with my flowers every day.
24. I have a huge DVD collection. Sorry, I don`t lend.
25. I like to play hide and seek.
26. I like to play UNO.
27. I make a wonderful cheesecake without cheese.
28. Every day I always cook better than the previous day.
29. I read the book " Five Love Language"
30. I always lose when I playing games.
31. During the Summer, I always wake-up at 5:30 am.
32. During the Autumn, Spring and Winter . I always wake up at 6:30am.
33. I am afraid of snakes, lizzards and alligators.
34. When I was 5 years old ,I lived in the middle of the Amazon Rainforest.
35. I am allergic to metal .
36.I have all this Smallville DVDs.
37. I love eating regular Rucula and Spinach an dry tomato salad
38. I love to eat nachos.
39. I can make 100 dumplings non stop.
40. I like gardening.
41. I have studied Law.
42. I enjoy sewing, knitting everything_ that use neddles.
43. I wish my husband could remember our anniversary.
44. I have in my garden shallots, parsley, green paprica, cumcumber, red pepper, dill. thime, and differents kind the flowers.
45. My favorite flower the Daisie.
46. I love reading cooking books.
47. I love my husband
48. I love my daughter.
49. I love watching Chinese soap opera.
50. I love eating tapioca pacankes.
51. I like putting on make up.
52. I like eating bread with salami.
53. I like Helmanns . The Real Mayonnese.
54. I am not confortable using stairs and ladders.
55. I afraid to trip when I am running.
56. I am afraid of heights.
57. I love shopping.
58. I love eletronic gadgets.
59. I have acne =(
60. I am an imaginative person.
61. I am not a pick woman.
62. I love travelling.
63. I am an thoghtfull girl.
64. I like meet new people.
65. I am an easygoing person.
66. I am an optimistic person.
67. I cry when someone call stupid.
68. I like wearing dress.
69. I often remember my dreams.
70. I have few good friends.
71. I would like to have a large house.
72. I have good parents in law.
73. I am an enthusiatic person.
74. I speak when I an asllep.
75. I like folding papers.
76. I prefer tea.
77. I love to take photos.
78. I have a lot Japanese dishes.
79. I like sticking notes around the house.
80. I have friends around the world.
81. I have Kotatsu - Japanese eletrical Heat Table
82. I like watching movies.
83.I read the Bible.
84. I wish I could have a Doll House
85. I would like to join a Choir.
86. I hope my daughter studies more Math.
87. When I was 15 years old I wanted to play Bass.
88. I don`t like eat Sour food.
89. I used to have long hair.
90. I used to attend a Japanese Cooking Class.
91. I like the collour Orange .
92. I have had 5 maltese and 1 Chow-Chow dog.
93. My sister is a lawyer.
94. I unable to decide quickly. I don`t know what choice to make.
95. I love singing everywhere.
96. I love myself
97. I don`t undestand financial stuffs.
98. I like holidays.
99. I am beautifull ( laughing out loud)
100. I know a woman aged who is 100 years old
101. I love pandas.






Sunday, July 20, 2008

Maru`s name


What does Maru mean ?


Everyone has their nicknames that were somehow derived from either special event or joke , but for me when I was in Japan everyone struggled saying my name . MA. RU. GA .RE. TO .They said slowly and weird, specially the old people couldn`t memorize my name !!! Then I tried to shortten my name to Maru. It is like magic!! it was much easier ...Actually, In Japanese "Maru" is a word that means "circle" and I love it...

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Jaroon


Jaroon is my English classmate . He is small but he has a great heart!
He is great fighter !!

my time



My time is consisted with a lot of ups and many down as well the down have been very hard and made me questions a lot of things in my life , specially now in a new country , but the also I realize there are how great and good things here.


I realize How important it is to have a good friend would be there just to sit with me , cry with me, wipe away my tears and snot, laugh with me , and just be there to be my friend not only for the happy moments but also the sad days.


Today, I know more now than ever when your parents stop being your parents. Family and close friends is not more avaiable , after you left them behind.


I have to gain new friends again. ( true friends)
Lots of Love x
Maru




Monday, June 16, 2008

Love


To love someone
To love someone deeply gives you strength, Being loved by someone deeply gives you courage.- Lao Tzu


" A man want to be the hero to the beauty. Young men going off to war carry photo of their sweetheart in their wallet.Men who fly combat missions will paint a beauty on their side of their aircraft ...What would Hobin Hood or King Arthur be without the woman they love? Lonely men fighting lonely battles. Indiana Jones and James Bond just wouldn't be the same without a beauty woman at their side , and inevitably they must fight fo her. You see , it's not just that a man needs a battle to fight ; he needs someone to fight for .


Yes there is something passionate in the heart of every man.." Eldrege
and
I love my husband XXX

my favorite place in JPN


Word of God speak

Would You pour down like rain

Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty

To be still and know

That You're in this place

Please let me stay and rest

In Your holiness

Word of God speak






Totoro and Dexter were my dogs in BRZ .


Sorry I couldn't bring you with me.


I miss YOU


Lemon Cat


My husband hates cats but love lemons !!!
My daughter loves cat but hates lemons !!!
That is not interesting ?
XOXO

my sunday


Sunday is a rain day ...me and my daughter watched "The Enchanted"The tale follows the beautiful princess Giselle as she is banished by an evil queen from her magical, musical animated land--and finds herself in the gritty reality of the streets of modern-day Manhattan. Shocked by this strange new environment that doesn't operate on a "happily ever after" basis, Giselle is now adrift in a chaotic world badly in need of enchantment. But when Giselle begins to fall in love with a charmingly flawed divorce lawyer who has come to her aid--even though she is already promised to a perfect fairy tale prince back home--she has to wonder: can a storybook view of romance survive in the real world? Patrick Dempsey was very gourgeous in this film !!! Don't missed XOXO

Cute Photo =D isn't it ?

Monday, June 9, 2008

I am improving my English...


Sorry , people

my English not so good

I hope you can undestand =).

I try my best

me



I am happy to be me =)
I think I blessed
I wish Merry Christmas
I miss fresh coconut water and sugar can juice
I fear that people I care about don't know how strongly I feel about them
I love chocolate
I care about how other people feel
I am not always right
I cry when someone hurts my feelings
I fight sometimes
I scare snakes and lizzards
I need a hug
I already ate
I still think about funny and friendaly moments
I never abandoned my real friends
I hide from bad people
I expect people to be polite to me and when I polite to them
I can usually found online
I write long email
I confuse myself
I listen a friend in need
I should wash my dishwasher
I try apologize if I am wrong